By Mickey M.
© January 1997
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Tom waved to the Commander as he was leaving
the mess-hall.
"Hey, Chakotay--see you at the poker
game tonight?"
"Uh, what time again?"
"2100 hours--don't be late, and bring
your replicator credits!"
"Right, Paris. Yeah, I'll be
there."
Tom Paris, pilot of the starship Voyager, and
veteran gambler, ushered Harry Kim out of the messhall and down the corridor to
the turbolift.
"Tom, what was that all about? You know
Chakotay always joins in."
"I just wanted to make sure, is all. I'm
planning on cleaning him out tonight."
"And how're you going to do that?"
"Harry, Harry, Harry. Some secrets just
can't be told! Come on, you can help me set up."
Commander Chakotay left the messhall right
after Paris and Kim, intent on finding his quarters and staying there. He had
no desire to meet with those two and B'Elanna to play poker tonight. He just
wanted to slink into a corner, and never come out. It'd started out innocently
enough. A casual invitation to the Captain to join him in his quarters for
dinner, then go over the rest of the crew evals afterward.
Apparently though, she'd seen something more
than what he was offering at the time--or thought she did, which was the same
thing--Gods, did he appear that desperate? He'd tried to explain that he hadn't
meant anything more than a dinner break in between some work, but she wasn't
listening to him tonight. He knew that she was still upset over the events that
had taken place with the Kazon--they'd lost several crew members as a result of
that. Well, she deserved a little down time to herself. He'd just have to think
of something. And that something was shaping up to be alone in his quarters,
staring at the walls. He shook his head as he turned a corner. Maybe he was
that desperate. An idea blossomed in his head, and he backtracked the last
couple of turns. He'd just go visit Dalby, and see what he could come up
with...
"I tell you Tom, he's not coming
tonight." Harry shook his head as Tom asked the computer for the umpteenth
time that evening for the Commander's whereabouts. It was always the same: He
was in his quarters. He snuck a look at B'Elanna, who was dealing the cards. She
grinned at him.
"Well, we'll just see about that, won't
we?" Tom pressed his comm badge. "Paris to Chakotay."
There was a long pause, then the Commander's
voice, rough with interrupted sleep, came over the commlink. "Yeah,
Paris?"
"Didn't we have a date tonight,
Commander?"
"I don't think so, Paris. You're not my
type."
"Poker, Chakotay. We're supposed to be
playing poker."
"Oh, yeah. I guess I forgot."
"So, are you coming now?"
"Why not? Be there in a minute. Chakotay
out."
Tom turned back to Harry, a smirk on his
face. "See?" Then he reached behind him, and grabbed something from
behind the pillow on the couch. Harry's eyes widened, and B'Elanna choked on
her drink.
"Tom! You can't give that to him!"
"Why not? It's just Saurian
Brandy." Tom gave her an innocent look.
"He can't handle hard liquor. Don't,
Tom."
"Where'd you even get that, Tom?"
"I told you before, Harry. I don't tell
my sources."
"You said secrets."
"Same thing. You guys want a
drink?"
B'Elanna still looked disapproving. "Are
you going to give Chakotay any?"
Tom sighed, a long-suffering sound. "How
about if I offer, and if he refuses I won't push it."
"Okay."
The door chime sounded then, and Tom called
out, "Enter."
All three of the younger officers' mouths dropped
open when Chakotay walked in. He was dressed in civvies, with his shirt open
nearly to the waist, and tucked in haphazardly. His pants looked wrinkled, as
if he'd been sleeping in them. And he was carrying a bottle of...something. As
soon as Tom got a whiff of him he knew what it was...and wondered why. It was
true the Commander didn't drink much--occasionally a glass of beer, but very
seldom did he drink hard stuff; much less the bootleg that some of the Maquis
on the ship made.
"Okay...Let's play poker." While it
was obvious that Chakotay wasn't drunk he was far from sober, and Tom began to
feel bad about the plan he'd concocted earlier to win the Commander's
replicator credits. He tucked away the brandy, and turned to B'Elanna,
gesturing that she should deal him in.
"You heard the man, let's play."
But he snuck a side-long glance at the Commander, wondering if he was able.
Chakotay looked around the table, wondering
why it was he'd decided earlier not to come. This would be fun. He could win
big tonight... He saw Tom watching him covertly, and reciprocated. Strange
though, that as he eyed the pilot's well-formed torso and shoulders the room
should suddenly get warmer...
Tom flushed and averted his gaze when he
noticed Chakotay was also watching him. He stared at his cards, not really
aware of what was in his hand.
Harry won that round.
And the next.
And B'Elanna won the one after that.
It was obvious that Tom couldn't concentrate,
and that Chakotay was getting drunker by the minute. B'Elanna nudged Harry, and
they pushed back from the table; Harry announcing that he was tired, and
B'Elanna that she had to check on something in Engineering.
Tom stood up to walk them to the door. Harry
paused just outside and asked, "What about Chakotay?"
"I'll make sure he gets home. He's gonna
need to sober up some, first. Can't have the First Officer wandering the halls
stinking drunk."
B'Elanna frowned. "I wonder who he got
that stuff from. I didn't know anyone was making it right now. Do you want me
to stay too, Tom?"
"Nah. I can handle it. He'll probably
pass out before too long. He really *isn't* used to that stuff." He waved
Harry and B'Elanna along. "You go on. It'll be okay." They made one
more token protest, then moved down the hall. Tom turned back into his quarters,
to find Chakotay was sprawled on his sofa, with his bare feet propped on the
table.
"Got any more to drink, Tom?"
Chakotay wasn't exactly slurring his words, but it was close.
"No. You don't need any more
anyway."
"You don't think so? How come?"
"Look at you!" Tom heaved himself
down on the other end of the sofa. "You're pissed, man. I've never seen
you so drunk before."
"I've never *been* so drunk
before." Chakotay regarded Tom glumly through bloodshot eyes.
"So what's the problem?" *Like
there's a chance in hell you're going to tell me, but I'll ask anyway...*
"I'm lonely. Bored. Tired of
all--this." He gestured around him.
Tom sat back on his seat. Wellll....if this
wasn't interesting, nothing ever would be again. "Why are you
lonely?"
He asked, carefully. Didn't want Chakotay to
close up now. "I'm--I don't fit anywhere. 'M too high in the command
structure to have friends, and *forget* dating..." His voice trailed off.
"That's ridiculous, Chakotay. You could
have anyone on the ship! Haven't you ever seen the way every ensign in
Micro-Biology looks at you? That tattoo is the fantasy of half the ship!"
"What about you?"
"What about me?"
"Is it your fantasy? Could I have you,
if I wanted?"
Tom flushed a deep red. "Do you want
me?"
Chakotay regarded him silently for a minute.
"Yeah. I do."
"Then yes, you could have me."
"Now?"
"Do you think you're in any
condition?"
Chakotay shook his head, and laughed shakily.
"I don't know. Want to find out?"
Tom smiled. "I've wanted to for a
while." He slid across the couch to sit next to Chakotay. "Okay,
Hotshot. Let's see what you can do." He grasped Chakotay's head and pulled
it down to his. Their lips touched, and Chakotay opened his mouth under Tom's.
He groaned low in his throat when he felt Tom's tongue slide into his mouth to
tangle with his own. Chakotay twined his fingers in Tom's hair and pulled him
closer, trying to devour his mouth.
They kissed like that; wet, open-mouthed
kisses, tongues sliding in and out, for endless minutes. Tom pulled back with a
groan, panting for air. "Jesus, Chakotay. Where've you been hiding
*that*?" He slid a leg up over Chakotay's lap, and straddled the older
man. He could feel Chakotay's cock pulsing against him, and ground his erection
into the other man's belly. Chakotay gave him exactly five seconds to tease him
like that, then pulled him close for another kiss. This time he took the lead,
sucking Tom's tongue into his mouth, mating with it. He brought his hands up to
Tom's chest, and began unfastening his uniform. Tom had already pushed
Chakotay's shirt off his shoulders, and was rubbing his shoulders and upper
arms. They pulled apart, and Chakotay began licking Tom's neck, long sweeping
strokes with his tongue. Tom shuddered, and moved his hands lower to tease at
Chakotay's nipples. Chakotay groaned.
Tom smiled. "Like that, do you?" He
bent his head and tongued one nipple into a tiny, hard point.
"What do you think?" Chakotay
answered, hoarsely. "Gods, Tom. I'm so hot for you..."
"What do you want, Chakotay? Just tell
me."
"I want you...inside me. Aaahhh..."
Tom tongued the other nipple into a hard
point as well, and slid off of Chakotay's lap. He stood in front of his
commanding officer, and looked at him. Chakotay reached out to caress him
through the jumpsuit, and Tom felt his cock throb in response. Chakotay took
Tom's jumpsuit, and pushed it and his boxers down over his hips, the leaned
forward to take Tom into his mouth.
Tom groaned as he felt Chakotay's hot mouth
slide down the length of his erection, then return upward to swirl his tongue
around the head. Chakotay reached down and cupped Tom's testicles in his hand,
rolling them gently. Tom moved backward slightly, and Chakotay slid off the
couch onto his knees. Looking at his commander, head bent sucking on his cock
was almost enough to make Tom come right then. But he wanted to be inside
Chakotay, too.
"Enough," He said hoarsely, pulling
back slightly. "I want to fuck you, Chakotay."
"Oh, yes..." Chakotay groaned as
Tom leaned down and pulled at his nipples again. He straighten up when the
younger man walked over to the replicator, and requested a tube of lubricant.
Chakotay smiled as he watched Tom striding
across the room, an unconscious swagger in his steps, muscles rippling under
porcelain skin...
"Hands and knees, Hotshot. I want you,
now." Tom began spreading the lube on his erection, but Chakotay stopped
him.
"Let me do that--please." He took
the tube from Tom, and squeezed a generous amount onto his fingers. Tom felt
his breath catch in his throat as he watched Chakotay slowly stroke the lube up
and down his shaft. He caressed the dark head kneeling next to him.
"Jesus, Chakotay...you're getting me so
hot for you...I want to fuck you, so bad."
"I want you to, Tom. I want you to fuck
me." Chakotay's eyes were dilated, and slightly glazed, and Tom realized
with a start that just saying "fuck" was getting Chakotay excited. He
pushed him onto all fours, then leaned down to whisper in his ear, "I'm
going to fuck you, Chakotay. I'm going to fuck you until you scream for
more."
"Yes..." Chakotay drew in a ragged
breath, and pushed his ass back toward Tom. "Now, please. Take me."
Tom spread some of the lube on his fingers,
and slid the first one into Chakotay's anus. The sensation caused Chakotay to
tense up at first, then he relaxed, and began moving slightly with the rhythm
of Tom's finger. Tom watched the tension ebb from Chakotay's shoulders, and
added another finger, moving them faster now. Chakotay was pushing back against
him, panting. He heard him whisper hoarsely, "Now, Tom. Fuck me now."
He placed his throbbing cock at the entrance to Chakotay's ass, and pushed.
He groaned at the sensation as Chakotay's
inner heat and tightness closed over him. Chakotay gasped and said, "Wait
a minute...wait...let me..." There was another gasp, and Chakotay said,
"Now," and pushed backward. Tom thrust into him at the same time, and
pulled back quickly. He began pushing in and out, wanting to go faster and
harder, but afraid of hurting Chakotay.
Chakotay, feeling the restraint in the other
man, shoved himself backward. They began a rough, forward and back rocking
motion. Tom could feel his orgasm building up...it was like heat radiating
outward from a central source. He knew Chakotay was close--he could hear the
sobbing groans he made--but decided to help him along. He reached one arm
around the bigger man and grasped his pulsing cock, pumping it in time with his
thrusts. Chakotay yelled out, "Gods, *YES*," and came all over Tom's
hand and floor. Chakotay's body tensed up as he came, and the clenching muscles
around Tom's cock made him lose all last vestiges of control. Tom came with a
shout, too.
They collapsed on the floor, Tom still inside
Chakotay. Both were laboring to get their breathing under control. Tom rolled
off of Chakotay, and pulled him into his arms. They sat for a couple of
minutes, just relaxing, until Tom said, "Well, I guess you weren't as
drunk as we thought."
"I don't know...I still haven't done
you."
Tom stroked the cropped head that was laying
on his chest. "I didn't know you wanted to."
"Oh yes, Lieutenant. I want you. Make no
mistake about it."
"Think you'll get me?"
"I don't doubt it for a minute."
Tom rolled to his feet. "You'll have to
wait for a little
while, then. I wasn't expecting overnight
company tonight--I'd like to shower, and pick up my room."
Chakotay waved his hand. "Be my guest.
Or I'll be yours. Go on. I'm just going to lay here for a minute."
Tom snorted. "You'll be there when I get
back."
"Don't count on it, Tom."
Chakotay waited until he heard the shower
running, then stood up and made his way to Tom's bathroom. He stood just
outside the door, out of Tom's line of sight, and watched the pilot showering.
He imagined it was his hands running up and down, lathering up that luscious
body...His hand crept down to stroke at his cock, which was beginning to rise
again. He stroked himself for several minutes, watching Tom, until he was ready
to go again. Then he moved toward the doorway.
Tom stood in the shower, leaning his head
against the wall, just letting the water stream down over him. He heard a faint
noise, then felt a rush of cold air. He turned his head slightly, but felt,
rather than saw, Chakotay's body pressing up against his. He smiled. "Miss
me?"
"You'll never know. Hold still."
Tom felt some fumbling behind him, then felt Chakotay pressing into him. He
gasped as Chakotay's cock gained an entrance into him. Chakotay's hands came up
around his chest and began pulling gently at his nipples; all the while his hard
cock was slowly pushing into Tom's ass.
Tom felt himself beginning to get hard
again--the slow, steady motion Chakotay was using was going to drive him insane
with wanting. He pushed back against the other man, until he felt Chakotay's
balls pressing against his body. He gasped at the sensation of being filled so
full. Chakotay slowly slid his hands up Tom's body, caressing his chest and
arms thoroughly, until he reached Tom's hands, still flat against the shower
wall. They entwined their fingers, and Chakotay began moving inside Tom. Tom
moaned as Chakotay stretched and filled him--it was a burning sensation inside
that was slowly fading to a delicious warmth...a warmth that continued to grow,
and pulse, and move outward. Tom closed his eyes, and gripped Chakotay's hands
even tighter, and began to counter-thrust. He matched his movements with
Chakotay's until the two men were moving faster and faster.
Tom could feel the explosion building up
inside him, and the faster Chakotay moved, the more it spread outward. Chakotay
gave one last fierce thrust, and came inside Tom. Tom cried out, and thrust his
own hips backward, then came against the wall of the shower, without ever
laying a hand on himself. He sagged back against Chakotay when he was finished,
and the other man hugged him to his chest. They stood thusly for a moment,
hands still entwined. After they'd gotten their breath back, Tom laughed and
said, "Let's get cleaned up, and get to bed. It's getting late."
Chakotay agreed, and they took turns washing
each other up, which led to a mutual masturbation session. Afterward, clean at
last, they curled up in each other's arms in Tom's bed.
Chakotay stretched, and groaned slightly as
some of his joints popped. "I'm too old to be doing this," he
complained to Tom. "Still...it beats the hell out of poker."
Tom grinned. "Yeah, this has a few perks
that even poker can't touch."
"Want to play again, say,
tomorrow?"
"Does this mean you want to keep
me?" Tom asked, a mischievous smile on his face.
"Will you have me?"
"Oh, yes. Most definitely."
"Guess there's your answer."
Chakotay grinned. "Goodnight,
Tom."
"'Night, Chakotay."
End.
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